Hi Donna,
I can definately relate to not having the words to explain the
emotions. I feel that words can be really inadequate sometimes. For
me, I just have to take time and let the emotions sorta wash over me
before I can get a sense of what they all mean. And even then I don't
think I can explain them to other people in a way that they can
understand, atleast to others that have never had cancer in their
lives. Atleast I have a forum like this where everyone here knows
what it's like and how it feels to deal with it all. I'm glad I found
this forum, it's been really helpful to hear other's stories and how
they cope.
Brandi
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Subject: Re: Re[2]: [MOL] Normality
Author: <mol-cancer@lists.meds.com> at smtpout
Date: 10/28/99 12:27 PM
Hi Kathy Q,
I'm wondering this morning..about how come there are times when there are
no words to express deep-down feelings. I feel so frustrated sometimes..just
reaching into thin air...I have feelings and I reach out to touch a word that
discribes it..no, not that word, no not that word. I'm so sorry for what's
going on. If I could take his place I would. I'll have him in my prayers.
No, I did not have chemo through a Lumbar puncture. I would guess that
his cancer is in more than one area of his body. Maybe, because the brain is
involved, this is the way to get at it. What Brandi said sounds right to me
too.
Where in California do you live? I am in San Diego, are we close?
Yes, the cancer coaster ride is the wildest ride in town. You just hang
on and keep you feet on the floor and don't let it hurl you out. Even after
three years of remission, my fingers are still tight around the bar, in case
we go around another turn.
Please keep us posted, I think about him all the time.
Love and prayers, Donna
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