Cori, you are getting more and more centered
as you are making progress in your plan of action to heal yourself. I
am so very proud of you and all of the strength and courage that you have
had to take yourself out of the victim mode and press on towards the goal of
your best treatment.
There is nothing to explain to anyone about
your choices in treatment. You have used all of your resources from
your mind, heart and soul and jumped into action. You are a woman of
great courage and fortitude. This will all serve you well as you
continue to work as a cancering survivor.
I am sorry that your boys jumped out right
now and did some of those normal, abeit stupid teenage things.. I am
sure that you have sat them down and told them that you need to be about the
business of your health and centeredness right now and that you are counting
on them to put this behind them and support you in this next phase of
life.
I am sure that they will rally
around.. Now, as for your husband.. I offer no advice on this
front! I failed the understanding husband 101 exam!
LOL!!
I am holding you near in my heart and
prayers... When things get to be too much, take a few minutes and
close your eyes and do some real deep focused breathing.. It will atleast
help you to feel the centered space in you.. As far as your getting
some medication to help you through this... DO IT!!! My god woman, if
you were drowing in the ocean because you had grown to weary to swim.. would
you not reach out for a life preserver? :-) You just keep
listening to your body and spirit. Your angels and spirit guides are
there to help you through all of this...
Much love, prayers and hugs..
Carla...
