Cori, you are getting more and more centered as
you are making progress in your plan of action to heal yourself. I am so
very proud of you and all of the strength and courage that you have had to take
yourself out of the victim mode and press on towards the goal of your best
treatment.
There is nothing to explain to anyone about your
choices in treatment. You have used all of your resources from your mind,
heart and soul and jumped into action. You are a woman of great courage
and fortitude. This will all serve you well as you continue to work as a
cancering survivor.
I am sorry that your boys jumped out right now
and did some of those normal, abeit stupid teenage things.. I am sure that
you have sat them down and told them that you need to be about the business of
your health and centeredness right now and that you are counting on them to put
this behind them and support you in this next phase of life.
I am sure that they will rally around..
Now, as for your husband.. I offer no advice on this front! I failed the
understanding husband 101 exam! LOL!!
I am holding you near in my heart and
prayers... When things get to be too much, take a few minutes and close
your eyes and do some real deep focused breathing.. It will atleast help you to
feel the centered space in you.. As far as your getting some medication to
help you through this... DO IT!!! My god woman, if you were drowing in the
ocean because you had grown to weary to swim.. would you not reach out for a
life preserver? :-) You just keep listening to your body and
spirit. Your angels and spirit guides are there to help you through all of
this...
