For those of you that are on mol that still
remember me.. HELLO!!! I have truly missed you all. For those of you
who are new.. I am a moler who was on for 15 months and needed to devote some
time to other things and signed off almost 3 months ago and have surely missed
my friends.. Unfortunately, I am still dealing through many of those
I just wanted to send a blind post to tell you
all hello and give you a hug. It has been very lonely without you. I
am in the process of liquidating the store and 2/3's of it is empty.. I don't
think I will make it with the rest tomorrow, but they will bear with me a couple
of days over the deadline. It is very hard to go through all of the
"stuff" and let it go and of course I let the easiest stuff go
first. All that remains needs to be "dealt with".
I don't know how this much was collected..
I sent 105 boxes out yesterday, along with all of the furniture.
I have been working too much and doing more than
I am able. I was smart enough not to move any of the furniture, but just
the repetitive motion of working so many hours each day, unpacking and packing
is enough. Except for today, I have been there from 9 until about 3:30
when I come home for a meal and a nap and then back at night until 10 or
so. This has been one difficult week.
After I finish the store, then I will be working on storage
and then the house. Seems like there is no end in sight for me for the
next month. I will however, return to my Wellness Community schedule for
my overall well-being.
My regular schedule includes Guided Imagery, Healing Touch,
Yoga, T'ai Chi, Cancer and spirtuality and my support group is called the
Wellness Connection, which is for people who are 12 months out of
treatment. There are some additional things that I have taken as well and
I have truly been blessed by this.
My 18 month tests are next Thursday, please keep a prayer and
a good thought for me. Test time still unravels me and this has been my
tears week. If tears weighed pounds, then I would most surely be much
I have some unanswered email from some of you and I just
wanted you to know that I am burning the candle at both ends, but I so love
hearing from you and how you are doing. You have a place in my heart and
that will always be. I don't know exactly what direction I am going in
yet, but as things firm up I will let you all know.
I close now with a hug straight from my heart. You are
wonderfully dear to me and I keep you lifted up in my prayers and heart..
God Bless you and much love, Carla