Diana, you mirrored most of us caregivers in your description of yourself.
Hang in there, we will pray for you and for Frank. It must be terrible
to learn a new job and work full time --I work part time and that gets
hectic sometimes. You are definitely thought of and loved. Joan
DIANA STAIRHIME wrote:
To anyone,
I need to vent or I will explode. Rodney went to the oncologist
on Monday and his x-ray showed more cancer showing up in his other lung
now. He was diognosed in May 98 with nsclc. He also has mets
to the brain. He is so down and so am i. I feel like I did
when we first found out he had cancer devastated. I don't like feeling
like I am not in control. At work I am learning a new job and with
trying to cope with Rodney's illness I just lost it. I took a few
days off work to get myselt settled. It's so much easier to help
someone else than it is youself and I don't like to feel weak. Diana
