I need to vent or I will explode. Rodney went to
the oncologist on Monday and his x-ray showed more cancer showing up in
his other lung now. He was diognosed in May 98 with nsclc. He also
has mets to the brain. He is so down and so am i. I feel like I did
when we first found out he had cancer devastated. I don't like feeling
like I am not in control. At work I am learning a new job and with trying
to cope with Rodney's illness I just lost it. I took a few days off work
to get myselt settled. It's so much easier to help someone else than it is
youself and I don't like to feel weak. Diana
