My computer has been down and I am using a borrowed hard drive.
My computer got stuck in the MS DOS mode, now that should not be hard to get
out of? WRONG! Hour's and hour's later I finally got out of it only to
find there is absolutely nothing on my C drive. I thought of you the whole
time, and what you said about "if you fix it yourself, that's how you really
learn about computers".......you didn't mind if I cussed and fussed at you
under my breath though did you? LOL! Just kidding you. Perhaps tomorrow I
will learn how to make it download my Windows Program. Wish me luck, your
friend, lillian
-----Original Message-----
From: Christine White <christine.white@sympatico.ca>
To: mol-cancer@lists.meds.com <mol-cancer@lists.meds.com>
Date: Friday, February 05, 1999 8:08 PM
Subject: Re: [MOL] Hate this dreadful disease(Kathy)
>Donna,
>You are not rambling. I quite enjoy your posts and find much inspiration in
>them. Guilt is a feeling I have not given much thought to, but I believe
>you are right. At first we feel quilty and shouldn't. Will have to give
>this some thought.
>Christine
>
>At 06:36 PM 04/02/99 -0500, you wrote:
>>Kathy,
>>
>>We will all do our best to support Frank and others. It really is counter
>>productive when you are angry and depressed. I did not really start
feeling
>>better after surgery until my attitude changed. And it is so hard. I
>>remember right before they told me it was cancer. I already knew deep
inside
>>it was. I was so upset. I have 3 (3,9and13)small children and I remember
>>telling a friend that had I known I would come down with this cancer I
would
>>have never had children. I felt very guilty about leaving them
motherless.
>>Well that was real stupid!!! (In hindsight.) All I kept doing was
>apologizing
>>to my family. Like I could control it or something. The other day I was
>>watching a movie on tv and the lady was told she had advanced cancer and
>>didn't have very long to live. The very first words to her husband were
"I'm
>>sorry!". I thought BINGO!!! Why do we put ourselves throught this guilt?
>>There are times when I still feel guilty but they are becoming few and far
>>between. I realize there is a reason for everything. And I have always
>>believed that our lives were mapped out for us long before we were born.
As
>>long as I keep reminding myself of that I am fine. Sorry to
>>ramble...........take care. donna
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