Oh my dear Mary.. don't you know that we could
never forget you and that you and Angelo are in our prayers.. Believe in
that Mary and know that we love you so very much and wish that we could do
something, anything, to ease the pain and the frustration that you are
I have never worked with hospice, but am I being
naive to think that hospice itself might have donors of some of the equipment
that is needed, should insurance make it difficult to obtain..??
Don't get me wrong, I hope that you get a strong
fortitude to call the insurance company and get this handled quickly and with
the least resistance.. Why can't the insurance companies understand that
we are another human being who is scared, hurt and frightened
Maybe the best thing is for you to call and let them hear a
voice and the truth of your families life right now, maybe in that there is a
lesson and a relief for you to obtain what is needed for Angelo.
Mary, I can't tell you how much I hate hearing that you were
asked if you had made plans for his funeral. On one hand, I know that this
is something that we all should do when we are healthy, make our choices
known. On the other hand, I know that it has to be shock waves that go
through you and your heart must be screaming back... NO!
Don't lose your spirit my friend.. Grieve when you need to
grieve. Cry when you need to cry. Scream when you need to
scream. Love when you need to love. You are the sum total of every
emotion that passes through your mind and your heart and you must honor
God Bless you Mary.. Many hugs to you and Angelo and I pray
for comfort and joyous moments of love to abound....