[MOL] Carla, [02313] Medicine On Line


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[MOL] Carla,



Dear Carla,

 I thank you so much for the beautiful words of prayer for Angelo and
everyone else who is suffering.  You should be a writer my friend.
You definatly have a way with words.

Love ya,
Mary
> 
> I guess it is okay to cry now.. isn't it??  It is so hard sometimes to
> see so many  wonderful people who are in so much pain from life.  Life
> is supposed to be an adventure of wonder and awe, joy and pleasure,
> giving and receiving love... and then there are dreaded diseases, like
> cancer..
> 
> I sit here now with the tears streaming down my face and know that I
> am tired.. I am tired of feeling the pain and grief of this awful
> disease!  I am tired of writing to someone that has come to mean so
> much to me and telling them that I am with them, when I cannot be...
> Yet, what good would it be for me to be there?  In my heart I know
> that it would not be any better than what I and many others are doing
> and that is lifting our heart to God with a pure heart of prayer for
> our friends..
> 
> I know that it is this pure heart that brings the tears to my eyes,
> and if I gave up feeling, then I wouldn't hurt, but I would be giving
> up the very essence of me.  I am no more than my heart and much less
> than I desire to be.
> 
> I know many of you well by now and know that I am not the only one who
> is hurting right now over our friends and I know that I am not the
> only one who has shed tears for them.  I guess I just needed to say
> that I was and that it is okay.  It doesn't mean that I have lost
> faith, nor given up hope for their healing..it just means that it
> hurts to see someone suffer.
> 
> I have grown so much on this cancering journey and I am not the same
> and I praise God for that.  Two years ago, I wouldn't have been able
> to reach out and get to know any of you.. I wouldn't have been willing
> to show you much of the real me....I wouldn't have told anyone that I
> hurt and was crying...  Two years ago, I would have missed the very
> essence of life that is awakening in me and growing stronger every
> day.
> 
> We are a very strong group and some are more religious than others,
> but I ask that everyone take a minute and lift up Angelo, Mary and
> their children...   Cricket, Sandi and their families and ask God for
> love, support, strength and comfort that surpasses all understanding..
> 
> Much love and hugs and more of God's blessings.. Carla
> 
>
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