Mary, I hope that you know that we are all heartsick to hear this news
about Angelo. I think that it is very good that you will be taking the
leave of absence now, as it will allow for some good time between you, the
children and Angelo.. I cannot and will not be a predictor of the worse,
for I believe that there is always a chance that there will be a miracle
healing. I also know that there may not be.
So how do I lift prayers for you and Angelo.. My friends, I pray that
God will be with you allowing you to fully make the most of every single day
that you will share. I pray that every morning when you get up, there is a
guardian angel who will live in your hearts, bringing you comfort, joy and
allowing you to give fully of your love to eachother and the children.
I pray that each night you will have a guardian angel who will calm your
mind and your heart and allow you restful slumber. I pray that Angelo will
be kept pain free and still able to be a viable part of the family and that you
both will maintain your faith and hope for a miracle.
I wish that I could be there for you Mary.. I wish that I could help you
with all that you are facing and that I could be the friend that is there with
arms to hug you when you find the time and need to cry. That is the awful
part of forum relationships, you can't run next door and reach out to help
someone that you care about...
Please know that you are both loved and cared so very much about. I am many
others will be keeping our hearts open for you.
I know that it feels like that old roller coaster just crashed Mary..
Yet the cancering journey will continue on for you both. Keep in touch
with your heart and allow your spirit to guide you on the journey.. You
are never alone. May God Bless you, Angelo and your family and may he
bring a heart to share and comfort you all... Love and hugs,
Carla