John,
Thank you so much for your reply. You are really something special. I couldn't leave
right now, because I am using this group to help me not feel so empty inside. So,
ya'll are stuck with me for a while longer. LOL
Sheila
John wrote:
> My Dear Sheila,
>
> What you are feeling is the loss of a wonderful presence in your life and
> you are trying to make the necessary adjustment to make up for that loss.
> All of these feelings are natural and shared by anyone who has lost some
> one close. Stay with us and do not concern yourself with feeling out of
> step with us. You are part of this family and we are here to help and
> care for you as you help and care for others who are caregivers to
> someone who they love. You are in a position to guide others through
> that unknown encounter with cancer and to do so will honor the memory of
> your father.
>
> Sheila, you have a wonderful honesty about you and in the expression of
> your inner feelings. It is so very refreshing to me and I am sure to
> others who visit our site in search of answers and help. Stay with us a
> while and see how you feel as time goes on. Know that you are loved and
> respected here.
>
> God Bless.
> John
>
> John & Sheila Lloyd wrote:
> >
> > > Hello Everyone,
> >
> > Good Friday morning to you all. I am not sure where I am at with everything.
> > It feels different not taking care of my dad. I haven't replied to a lot of
> > messages, because I haven't known what to say. I guess I wish I was still
> > fighting this disease, or I don't know. Maybe I don't feel the connection
> > anymore because I lost what was in common. I enjoy reading the jokes, but I
> > feel more like I am eavesdropping on ya'lls lives, instead of being a part of.
> > It is probably just me. I guess I am jealous because my dad isn't here anymore,
> > and you all either have survived or your loved one is surviving. Please do not
> > get me wrong. I am happy for you all, and I feel your feelings, it just isn't
> > the same. I don't even know if I am making any sense.
> >
> > I had a nice visit with Nancy, gave her your hugs, thoughts and prayers. She
> > sends her thanks, appreciation and love. She is one neat lady.
> >
> > Anyway, I hope you all have a great weekend, and know that my thoughts and
> > prayers are with you all.
> >
> > Love ya,
> > Sheila-----------------------------------------------------------------------
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