Sheila, I am so sorry for your pain and uncertainty
right now. Please know that what you are going through is so very
normal. Each day on the journey of life will show you a little more as to
what you are to be doing.
Sheila, you are a wonderful daughter and you made the final leg of your
fathers journey one that filled him and you with many blessings. The time
that you two spent together and the love that you shared helped to make his
transition much easier and has left you with a talking photo album to place in
your heart, to be pulled out and looked out whenever you want to. Don't
let the beauty of the time you shared leave your heart..
You know, we are all going to die one day; just as we were born we must
die. That is the circle of life. The hard part of having a disease
like cancer is that we may come to the end before we, or our loved ones are
ready. The question is though, are we ever ready to leave what we know and
those that we love. The answer to that is no. So that is where our
faith and our belief in God must take over.
God will call us to be with Him at the appointed time. When we
transition from our earthly family to our heavenly family, all things will be
made known to us and the beauty of lifes circle is ours. The hard part is
for those of us who love and care about those who have gone on ahead of us to
God. That is what you are going through right now Sheila, the human
feelings that come from being here and needing to face and accept the loss you
have just suffered.
I do so hope that you will come to find it as a blessing. For you did
all that was humanly possible to make it so for you and your dad. Grieve
it out my dear friend and then each day, allow God to show you what you are to
do with the growth that has taken place in you, because of the cancering
journey. We have all been blessed by sharing with you and I know that we
will all be praying for you.
You find what is right for you. If it is to continue to be a part of
us full time, then great...!! If it is to drop by once in awhile....then
great!! If it is to say goodbye and do other things...then great!!!
God is good and God is great and he will supply your needs... I am sending
you a big hug my friend...and much love, Carla
