Yes my dear friend it is something that comes to
reality and can't be numbed out and that is the testing that will probably go on
for the rest of our lives. They say that if you are clear for five years
they consider you cured of the cancer. There are alot of tests and pings
and pangs that can take place in five years and I suspect that it truly doesn't
end there, but still remains in the mind. I suppose that is where
meditation and visualization are truly beneficial... Getting it off your
mind when you can and believing that you are being active in
healing...
We all can react differently and I pray that the tests
get easier to deal with as time goes on....God Bless you and Charlie.... Have a
good evening my friend and sounds like a trip to Sylvia's or Sylvia's daughter's
house could be a great thing to do..! Love,
Carla