You have been out of your own skin for so long Carla, I fear it may be
tight; but knowing you, you will be able to s-t-r-e-t-c-h-, s-t-r-e-t-c-h,
or better yet; just send it to me for stretching, you know how good I am at
stretching. LOL! No pictures, you would loose in that game and I know you
hate to loose....remember I have the pictures of all pictures, jade is your
color.....RLOL! lillian
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> From: ken naehring <blessu@worldnet.att.net>
> To: mol-cancer@lists.meds.com
> Subject: Re: [MOL]Rubble Carla !/Purrfect Lil!!
> Date: Friday, December 18, 1998 6:44 PM
>
> Lil... I know that you don't have your spell checker on my friend...
When
> you were talking about your having discovered the perfect diamond.. I
know
> that you meant purr-fect.. right?! LOL!
>
> Have no fear that I would look for or have any expectations of finding
> perfection in any one person.. myself at the head of that list.. I grew
up
> with that word playing negative thoughts in the dance floor of my brain
and
> I shall never live with that again...
>
> I believe that excavation is the way for me right now and that finding
that
> diamond is the moment that I will be comfortable with the real me.. You
> see, I have always felt that I was not worthy of anything... So to get
to
> the rough diamond, polish it up to where it is shining so brightly and
> wanting to share that with others is.. I repeat is.. finding the real
me...
>
> I am getting close my friend and I see glimmers of that light along the
> way... Unfortunately, I think some of the lessons get harder as I near.
> So for now you can call me Carla Rubble while I am doing my work, but
> remember that will change one day in the very near future... I wouldn't
> trade anything that I am going through right now, for this is all very
> necessary for me to grow into my own skin.....! Love to you my dear!!
>
> Now, settle down and behave or I will send out the picture of you and you
> sweetheart Chuck!!! :-) Oops.. gotta go... need to finish a couple of
> projects tonight.... Tomorrow I am taking the day off and going to a
little
> town called Ripley and then to the Moyers winery.. This will be my last
> time to eat there probably... The couple are retiring and if it is not
> sold.. then they are closing it in a couple of weeks...
>
> I thought about it, but it was not the right thing for me right now... I
> don't need a 120 hour a week job of running a restaurant and I didn't
know
> how many of my moler friends would be willing to come up, put on the
peasant
> clothes and stomp grapes!! You, I knew I could count on Ethel!
ROTFLOL!!
> Love and hugs to you dear... your friend.. Lucy!
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Lillian Jennings <Firefly@islc.net>
> To: mol-cancer@lists.meds.com <mol-cancer@lists.meds.com>
> Date: Friday, December 18, 1998 6:23 PM
> Subject: Re: [MOL]Rubble Carla !
>
>
> >Gads, girlfriend if you are looking for the perfect diamond forget it.
I
> >already discovered it. Too bad ! Why not just look for the real you,
and
> >I sure know that ain't perfect. Know why? Your human like the rest of
us;
> >but do keep in mind that "God does not make junk". So get out of the
> >rubbles of junkyards and head for the hills of silver lining way up in
the
> >sky. It will be easier for God to reach out to you!......Most
importantly
> >your just about there. Your friend, lillian
> >
> >----------
> >> From: ken naehring <blessu@worldnet.att.net>
> >> To: mol-cancer@lists.meds.com
> >> Subject: Re: [MOL]Carla/Christine
> >> Date: Friday, December 18, 1998 2:01 PM
> >>
> >> Thank you my friend... It is a very good sign for me to stop crying,
> >take a
> >> deep breath and start feeling deeply inside my heart again... This
must
> >be
> >> a part of the journey and lesson for me: cry out the rubble and
discover
> >a
> >> layer of good lessons, excavate a little further and come upon more
> >rubble
> >> and repeat the process... I am so glad to be digging down and
discarding
> >the
> >> rubble of my life... I believe that there is a rough uncut diamond at
> >the
> >> bottom of the heap... That is what I am so anxious to do.. find it,
cut
> >it,
> >> polish it and offer it up..... for the world to share ..... I know
that
> >no
> >> matter how others see it, it will be the most beautiful stone in the
> >world
> >> to me...!! Now that is my goal as the cancering journey has given
> >me....
> >>
> >> Thank you for the note and I am truly appreciative that I am able to
> >share
> >> here with you and so many other friends who like me, have been
propelled
> >on
> >> a journey that requires change, exploration and excavation of the very
> >> foundation of our lives... God Bless you Christine and much love and
> >hugs
> >> to you....
> >>
> >>
> >> -----Original Message-----
> >> From: Christine White <christine.white@sympatico.ca>
> >> To: mol-cancer@lists.meds.com <mol-cancer@lists.meds.com>
> >> Date: Friday, December 18, 1998 12:52 PM
> >> Subject: Re: [MOL]Carla
> >>
> >>
> >> >Carla,
> >> >Just wanted to say I have enjoyed many of your profound, insightful
> >posts
> >> >lately such as this one. I have found much inspiration and faith
through
> >> >them.
> >> >Thank you so much.
> >> >Christine
> >> >
> >> >At 10:25 PM 16/12/98 -0500, you wrote:
> >> >> You do.. "" Because like you and Kay, we have all had a
> >strange
> >> >>calm come into our lives that is so totally foreign to what we knew
> >> >>before.. We have all cryed, said goodbye to our lives and then
started
> >> >>heeding the different signals which are like a lighthouse unto a
ship
> >at
> >> >>sea... in the night... """" For it is then that you actually
become
> >a
> >> >>brand new baby.. just learning to live.. God illuminates our
way
> >> with
> >> >>a lighthouse that will guide us perfectly all of the way... So,
we
> >> can't
> >> >>pick the exactly duration of our voyage, but we can share all of the
> >> >>wonderful knowledge and spirit that is shown to us along the way...
> >> >>Plan for tomorrow, for that is part of the joy of today... but live
> >fully
> >> >>this moment with peace, joy and love... Carla
> >> >
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