Paula: Have you been able to get through to Cindy? Thanks so much for
your message and if we look hard enough, there is always someone worse off
than ourselves. Your mother was right. Have a blessed holiday and know
that we all love you. Your friend, lillian
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> From: Appleton <remember@wmonline.com>
> To: cancer forum <mol-cancer@lists.meds.com>
> Subject: [MOL] Living Faith
> Date: Tuesday, December 15, 1998 11:45 AM
>
> I am back for a short time. Can't seem to stay away. I went to Phoenix
> Saturday afternoon and came back Sunday. I played Santa Claus for my son
> and his wife. They won't be able to join me for Christmas so we did the
> presents a little early this year. It was a wonderful day. I believe my
> son and his wife are really growing up - they are still very young - but
I
> was greatly impressed with them both. My mother was a great proponent of
> counting blessings when things look the bleakest. She reminds me that I
> have so much to thank God for. Many people, probably most people, have
> so much less than I and have experienced far less love - I cannot help
but
> have a heart overflowing with gratitude even if it is broken, but
mending.
>
>
> I have a daily meditation in a little booklet that is called "Living
> Faith". Todays reading is particularly striking to me. It reminds me
that
> we all need each other, more than we even know and to realize what a
> blessing it is to find people who are so giving. Case in point: Marty,
> Lillian, Joicy, Carla, John, PJ, Mary, Nancy, Kathy, Frank, and many
> others that found this MOL haven. Cindy was a personal angel to me
during
> a very terrifying and dark period. I can't name everyone but each of
you
> have touched my heart and I thank you.
>
> "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; and those who are crushed in
> spirit he saves." Psalm 34:19
>
> "Recently I have found myself reluctant to answer the phone, read my
mail,
> or watch the news because of so much suffering - the sudden death of a
> young mother, the seeming inability of death to come to a person who has
> been in great pain for months and who is eager to die, the suffering
> brought by natural disasters, and the agonizing "why?" that arises after
> yet another killing of innocent people. I have also seen the more muted
> pain of disappointment in relationships, concern about having enough to
buy
> a few Christmas gifts for one's children and difficulty in putting on a
> holiday "face" while feeling very down.
>
> I believe my reluctance and hesitancy about being in touch with others'
> pain and suffering is that I feel helpless and vulnerable: helpless
because
> I cannot magically remove their pain, and vulnerable because I know these
> troubles could be just around the corner waiting for me! How do I
respond?
> I often say that "all I can do" is pray. But is that not more than
enough
> in view of the promise that God is "close to the brokenhearted" and is
> always ready to "save the crushed in spirit"?"
> (Written by Sr. Carol Ann Jokerst, C.C.V.I.)
>
> So, prayers are "all I can do" for all of you and that IS enough. Take
> care, I'm off again on Saturday to Albuqueque (and to meet Betty, another
> MOLer YEAH!!). I'll be offline then for about two weeks. Take care of
> yourselves. Much love is sent to each of you. Paula
>
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