Suzanne... I am truly sorry that everything is going so
horribly for you right now... You are most definitely right that you deserve a
break right now and I will pray that this new regime will start to work for
you... Don't you give up believing that you will make it for any reason my
friend.... You can and you will....
I can understand your not wanting to go on the oxygen,
but it might help you to use it at night while you sleep to help you to build
up... You need to give your body all of the help that you can right
now... I take an herbal formula called Air Power and it has helped my lung
to breath better... I would be happy to send you the link on it if you are
interested...
Oh Suzanne... I am lifting a special prayer for
you right now and I know that you will feel the strength of God's love for
you... Love and hugs, Carla